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Love or fear or to love fear‏

Love or fear or to love fear‏

Yo, there’s basically two emotions everything can be distilled to:

  1. Yo, is it out of love

  2. Yo, or is it out of fear

Basically, anger for example is wanting love but not receiving it – wanting to control love and being upset when you don’t get it – Yo, TRULY, LOVE, FEAR AND CONTROL REVOLVE THE UNIVERSE

Well… if you know me, you know I like to offer another option, a fresh take/perspective

Perhaps… loving fear… AKA TO BE IN LOVE WITH FEAR/THE UNKNOWN/WHAT’S OUT OF YOUR CONTROL

If you read this regular, you know my philosophy in a nutshell is simply:

Vibe with life

I.e. let go of controlling the external by creating a long term vision for yourself and being smart with different strategies to get there

For example, a job is a means, that company you want to start is a means to an end, that girl you want to marry is a means to the end

Like some Bruce Less shit – you focus too much on the means and controlling it, you lose the big picture SHIT

I could complain, I’m not making much money with this – yo like 100k internet hits but jut a little money.

But, instead (ok, sometimes I complain a little), I more focus on the big picture and am building one means (that I think is best for me) to get to my BIG PICTURE/VISION/GOAL/ maybe dreams, I don’t know

I LOVE FEAR

I love not knowing the future

I LOVE THE FEELING THAT I AM IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE (NOT DEPENDENT ON ANYONE, PERHAPS CUSTOMERS) AND IF I SINK OR SWIM IS UP TO ME

Yo, SUCCESS OR FAILURE????

My choice, yo. It’s FUCKING scary, it’s fearful to put yourself out there (to have your heart on your sleeve) AND I FUCKING LOVE IT.

So, yes, there is FEAR, like a shit load, but yo, I can swim, I can a little more each day.

Also something weird happens when you take control of your life – everything out of your control suddenly seems like, “Fuck it, whatever”, doesn’t stress me so much.

So,

  1. it’s about control, and

  2. it’s about fear, and

  3. it’s about LOVE

And we’re all wrapped up in it.

And If you think you are in control, avoiding fear, embracing love – YO, YOU ARE MISSING LIFE

I.e. this morning I went to Centro to have a quiet coffee and do some work.

Reality: first coffee shop was closed, second didn’t have internet, and my quiet morning included a parade of fire trucks down the main drag – of course, with their lights blaring!!!
LOL

So I said, Fuck it, whatever, walked to another coffee shop, and along the way got a quesadilla for lunch, the Xolos (local soccer team is playing) and wrote a blog.

So Yo, I don’t know what strategies, I’ll use for the future – it’s scary as all FUCK

And, I love it – having life (not me) out of my control

So, yo, Fuck it, let go, vibe to this (go WITH the moment, not against) and start to LOVE FEAR – TO BE IN LOVE WITH IT

It maybe the key to success, I don’t know, but MOTHER FUCKING REGARDLESS, IT’S FUN AS FUCK

And, I love the fear, yo. The future may be unknown, but I’m not


“To know others is wisdom. To know yourself is enlightenment” / Buddha or some SHIT like that!!! Yo.


Embrace curiosity and love fear. LOL!!!

Jamie Smith
therenegadeinc@gmail.com

It's all about the story, man.

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